"With the one day that you gave me, you changed my life and I owe you so much more than I can ever describe."
Im 22. Currently I’m in the car business. I’m building up to doing something that I love though. I have one cat and I’ve had more growth this last year than I think I’ve ever had. When I’m not working, I’m writing. Ive written at least 6 unfinished books and I’m working on a 7th.
My entire life ive been told that I was big. I was 5 foot 6 by the time i turned 11. Not only that but i was wearing a b cup in middle school. So i was always let to believe that because i was curvier than anyone i knew, i was obese. Which in hindsight i really wasn’t. Soon after i got out of highschool, i married my boyfriend of four years. Throughout the course of out relationship i had come out to him as pansexual and nonbinary. While at first this didn’t cause a lot of strife, eventually it really did. He stopped trying. He didn’t really want to touch my anymore and when he did, it was never something i wanted. I tried making up for this in various ways like cooking and cleaning and eventually, to be completely honest, this boudoir photoshoot. When i decided to do this, the main reason was because i though it would make him see me differently. I wanted him to see the beautiful woman that he married. And did it? No. To be completely honest the photoshoot just showed me that no matter what i did, if i didn’t love the skin i was in, neither would he. And even then, if he didn’t love me then, than that was it. After the photoshoot, i saw something in myself. I saw this confidence that i had never felt before. I grew from that. After this photoshoot, i decided to start doing Onlyfans. Boy did my confidence grow after that. I loved what i saw in the mirror no matter what. I would get out of the shower and i would smile at myself because of how amazing i thought i looked. After awhile, I realized that the love i had growing for myself was more than he could ever give me. And after all the abuse, i uprooted my life and left him. I feel amazing. Since then, i have seen a powerful person and no matter how much heavier i was when the pictures were taken, it is the most beautiful before i have ever seen. I take pride in the growth because i know where i came from. Those photos have a glimmer of the person that i am now. Whether or not i originally took the picture of one reason or another, with the confidence that i have now, i can honestly say that i wouldn’t change it even if could.
The photoshoot was so fun. I had never had my makeup done so beautifully that it practically changed my own makeup routine. It improved my skills and it taught me how to hold my body in a different way that I was used to. When I saw the photos after they were done, I could believe how much I did not recognize the person in the photos. While parts of it showed me exactly what i needed to see, it gave me this boost of someone i could be if i took care of my mental health.
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